I really do miss you

I really do miss you. Even though I know you’re nowhere near the level of my first love, I still think of you. I really just enjoy your company, and the intellect and knowledge you share with me when we’re together. I just really wish we could pass being friends, because this whole situation of us not even talking or acknowledging each other simply because neither one of us texts each other drives me crazy – and crazy to the point where I sob at night wondering what the hell really is wrong with me. And when I am sober, my level of missing you isn’t as bad; but when I drink, it’s you all I think about. I don’t know what to do. I’ve come to the point tonight where I do think that I need to stop thinking about you and the only way I can do so is if I stop drinking. Although it’s been a part of me for a long time now, whenever I drink, I think it’s because of you. Man, I really miss you a lot. and I don’t even miss the prospect of us really being together – just us being friends.

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We are the Js.

I don’t understand why this happens. By now, I should know not to but the circumstances seem to be in place for me to pursue what is in front of me. But others – others tell me to stop – demand for me to see what is truly happening, knowing what I perceive to be as full of potential, is really cultivated with thorns and spikes buried underneath a bed of pink roses and white tulips.

But the white picket fence really only serves as a prison to trap and to trick me into thinking I am playing in paradise, where everything that is natural is benevolent and can only be good. In reality, it is not. The thorns and spikes will eventually scratch, wound and bleed me, prompting me to hurt and need time to heal, like I have done so often in the past.

You would think I have learned, but yet again, I find myself innocently smelling the roses, its sweet scent pulling me in to roam the garden and find what is still left waiting for me to discover. But the only things waiting for me in the end are disappointment and pain for sticking my nose into something I know I shouldn’t and other people warn me not to – for wanting to believe there’s something for me in you.

I am so scared

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Yes, it’s a loaded question.  Not complicated?  Well, I guess you can make it as Byzantine as you like, and many LSAT takers complexify to no end.

But here’s the thing.  There are only about 20 question types that appear on the LSAT.  Seven types of analytical reasoning questions—just seven—and a few of those haven’t been used for several years.  You need to understand and be ready for those dormant types, since they can always reappear but even when you include them, there are just seven types.  There are a total of about thirteen reading comprehension and logical reasoning questions, most of them common to both sections, a few unique to either logical reasoning or reading comprehension.

That’s why the LSAT isn’t complex.  There are approximately 100 graded questions per LSAT but they’re really variations on a maximum of 20 questions.  Once or twice on most LSATs, there will be…

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Taylor Swift – Enchanted – Radio Version

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I made this radio version of the song Enchanted by Taylor Swift. The full version is 5:57 mins in length, as opposed to this one, where I managed to cut it down to 3:49. Watch it on Youtube since the audio quality there is better for some reason.

Also, I made her dress change colors! 🙂

Lyrics:

There I was again tonight, forcing laughter, faking smiles
Same old tired lonely place
Your eyes whispered, “Have we met?”
Across the room,
Your silhouette
Starts to make its way to me

And it was enchanting to meet you

This night is sparkling,
Don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever
Wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you.

The lingering question kept me up
2 a.m who do you love
I wonder till I’m wide awake
Now I’m pacing back and forth
Wishing you were at my door
I’d open up and you would say

Hey, it was
Enchanting to meet you

This night is sparkling,
Don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever
Wondering if you knew

This night is flawless
Don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck dancing ’round all alone
I’ll spend forever
Wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

This is me crying out

This night is sparkling
Don’t you let it go
I’m wonderstruck blushing all the way home
I’ll spend forever
Wondering if you knew
I was enchanted to meet you

Please don’t be in love with someone else
Please don’t have somebody waiting on you.